The Tattoo Wish

I wish I had tattoo.

This may one old dream but still get along ‘till nowadays. I wish I could get tattoo in my skin; one or two tattoos would be okay.

One day I search website about tattoos when I’ve made assignment then suddenly I fall in love with one unique tattoo. Alphabetic tattoos in Hindi or Bengali’s letter, I couldn’t remember. But it was cool tattoos that made me fall into pieces since first sight. Like relic written in old parchment from Mesolithic era. I just can’t stop think about it; those cool Hindi letters just fulfilled my mind. I keep searching about those things in years while hoping someday I could get this letters in my skin write my last name. That last name also means ‘queen’ in Hindi language or Bengali/ Swahili. I wish those signature last name of mine could turn into cool tattoo in letters that related to its meaning.

I wish I could get my skin tattooed.

Before I turn 40, I keep dream on about having tattoo still alive in my mind. Where I will put it on? Well, I ever imagine about getting tattooed scroll-down in my hind-head. At first I think it’s just my favorite part to be kissed when I get laid. Second, it was the feeling that part is the rarest part to be seen by others except my lover, when I get naked with bunch-up hair. I do love being hug from behind and get my nape kissed, what it was like when I get sexy tattoo there. My last name in Hindi letters carved and your finger could grope on it. Maybe I could forget the endless pain when needles carved skin and get inked into graffiti, coloring my skin with blood and leave reddish marks that will turn into great scratch.

I wish I could ink my last name with yours.

That was my second option when I get to think about my life-partner; will he okay with my tattoo? I just think to get his last name tattooed together with mine, too. Scrolled-down continuous from hind-head into back bones. Like tail of dragon, not in straight-way but curvy-like dynamic shape identically with dragon or snake tail. It will go well in my back, along my body and I can imagine when you just feel the ink-bold relic in my skin. Two last-name chained together into tattoo was my bloody proof about keep you close than my nerves. Maybe you could get one too, wherever you like. But if I could suggest you, along your hands from shoulder into wrist or just the same place like mine. Those spot were just my favourite part of yours, your back as my favorite to lean on and your shoulder was my favorite cuddle spot that I can’t ever get enough.

I wish my tattoo would appear like my other sex-appeal; deadly breath-taking sneak out from my back.

But I don’t hesitate to get its too good to be true. Just make it personal yet gorgeous because it would be my lifetime engaging with this inked skin. No wonder if people around us defending about having one, not just about the pain nor the appearance but our social values itself. Once I get inked, then I never get my step backwards for lifetime. A friend of mine ever said; get tattoo is just like make scars, you wouldn’t get rid off for lifetime. More than that, get my body inked is getting myself ready for bad response along rest of lifetime after. No different with marrying a person you choose or who choose you; once you stepped in, there’s no turning back. You will get along with it for lifetime.