"sometimes i write to show you the love-hate relationship between my heart and my mind."
those quote are totally true for me now, since i've been doing nothing for my entire life along this month. oh i really hate it. :(
this post maybe one of the proof of those quote, wheter my heart and my mind really do have love-hate relationship just like couple who was dating for over (maybe) 10 years? just for hyperbollic meaning. :p actually, my heart make my mind more complex with their silly mood. they were okay, healthy and very good at works. But maybe just a little wrong with their relationship; some kind a hatred-mood swing between them that i can't understand. sure i never understand if they were keep those things around.
there's one day when i'm totally leave the routinity that i've usually do in one day just for doing nothing. it started last one-a half month ago when the end of my third semester on my study. A big hole in my chest, while suddenly realize i'm no longer attended some class, no longer sit around to listening what my lecture teach and there were no other routinity except my daily sleep-wake-eat-scrolling mouse over the unnecessary webs-eat again-sleep. What i am supposed to do now is (actually) think about my final paper and do the research for my master thesis. Yep, i'm on my way to become a Master of Art *sounds cool, huh?* but i'm still confuse to choose for what kind of reasearch that i should do? nevermind, i'm not going to explain to you about that but one thing that i want to share about here is just about what i've been doing during this 'confusing mood' until the day while i write this down here. okay, you ready?
where i must start the stories...? umm, ah i know. I'll start with another blog post is good enough. i mean i'll not write the following blogpost in one sheet here. will be confusing to read and focusing for what i've told you before. that's a good idea.
see you next post~
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